It has been quite a while.

I stopped for reasons which are unknown. I never felt the need to ever read the majority of my entries.

Today was a weird day.

I have been employed as a government employee for a week now, things are ok. The job looks stressful, but I feel I should be able to handle it and reap the benefits of this job.

Socially I am not complete. Not that I have ever been complete, but I have some satisfaction after these events.

I had a stop in with some old old friends. They were old enough that I dont even think the first few entries of this diary logged them. If they were noted, it was minor. Seeing these people, and knowing that a lot of time has passed since I looked them in the eye and talked with them. I feel this sense of relief knowing that atleast I grew up.

There is some justification in that. The things I worry about they probably dont, for it is that the group hasnt changed since high school.

Still buried knee deep in books trying to figure out what to do with their life.

Atleast I have found something. This huge opportunity before me. I shall not fumble.

The pressure is on for this job, and now I have had my vacation and feel rejuvenated. I was over at another friends house today and he showed me a proud living room.

While people see me as being materialistic, I argue otherwise. I just enjoy having expensive toys that are there to put my mind and body into a certain state of feeling when I enjoy them.

I sat in some very expensive chair today. It was like a throne. With a huge plasma screen hanging above the fireplace and a surround sound to rival the best This living room was amazing.

I want a comfortable throne like that in my room. So I can sit infront of my plasma tv and enjoy the surround sound while watching Goldeneye.

I will have that.

Soon.