Watching this online auction go, irritated that I was out bid on the items that I wanted. Sort of pissed off about quite a few things about my life online right now, but know that all those factors are completely out of my hands and I got what I got.

Stressful day at work today, lots of running around and having to be around a lot of idiots among things. Some people shouldnt be allowed to have the control over breaks for other people. The retarded people should be kept in a corner and laughed at if anything. Listening to some of those people talk, it makes me angry, why doesnt natural selection work? why are these people still living and breathing?

Just minor angst at work, was really tired and body is adjusting to the lack of sleep because of all this online activity lately. Havent decided if the increase of gaming will affect my social life just yet, work days are stupid and they just have me working like six or seven days straight, then a day off for the wedding and back on day shifts immediately after. That really bites.

A few thoughts to consider, several girls to contemplate, just not enough time. My health still isnt at max, my back aches like a bastard and I am grumpy these days for the simple reason that I dont feel good physically. Most of the time I am very healthy and this has just been dragging constantly, it isnt like completely bad, just irritating that my immune system hasnt fought this off already.

Lots of small things bugging me these days, nothing really major as my relationship issues are a clean slate again. And while I should let most things just slide and be myself, cold and calm, its hard at times.

I am surrounded by so many idiots and ignorant fucks, I cant help but get angry sometimes. The stuff I hear, the stuff I see, its just mindblowing, it makes me stop and wonder, people actually do these things why?

I am no perfect person, but I know why I do what I do. I know the image I put forth, I know the things I say, and I know the purpose behind all of it. However, while people look at me and think I am crazy, there is doubt. Does that mean that when I look at a moronic person, there is a slim chance they might actually be intelligent?

Wouldnt that suck.

Wow, after like two hours into the auction, I got one item that I wanted. I am so happy. Thrilled.

Few parties this weekend that I could attend, trying to figure out exactly what I would like to do with them and also somehow mix in my online life.

I have a few scattered thoughts on the matter, involving many things. I think when I wake up tomorrow I'll try to organize those things and pick a path to take.

Yawn, the online auction is taking a break now, I would have wanted to been in beed a few hours ago, sometimes I wonder about all my online gaming, if I didnt do it, would I be a bit happier with my life....