Survived another day at work, it was interesting there for a while atleast. The soap opera which is playing out at work, everyone seems to have their own two cents on it. For the most part, the same things are said and I find it strange.

I guess, if you were never liked by your coworkers, any reason for them to raze you more is a good reason. Thats how it works in this workplace.

People do seem to vouch for me at work though, as a nice person with personality. And while I do notice that a lot of girls have warmed up to me, it does confuse me because I am not used to that type of attention. When people are trying to make plans and talk to me as one of the first people saying lets go out to the bar this week, we are all on day shifts. I just sort of blink, and nod cutely, cause I dont really know what else to do.

I never was the type to be rallying people for a night out, house parties were one thing but clubbing and bar hopping yeah, that was never really my style either. It is different when you are making plans for a girl as a date, as opposed to making plans with many for a night out. The latter is a lot more complicated and stressful if anything.

It'll be a busy week, I should be in bed right now because I have to be up pretty soon. Have promises to keep with friends online.

Naive people are idiots, I hate having to hear shit about things that are just so obvious to everyone but one person. While I can relaly be righteous about it, since I've been blind like that before, we all have to wonder.

Sure, in the end the person making decisions is you and only you. Sometimes, I really think its better if your friends make the decision for you, cause they know you best and arent affected by the feelings or thoughts you have and therefore can make a choice in your own best interests. That way you can avoid making mistakes based on badly made decisions.

In logic, it works. I'd trust my one friend over everything else, but I still see how I stray when she is looking out for my best interests. its a hard promise to keep this one.

Everything else can be controlled perfectly, except for this. That is the attraction to it I guess.

And while I wanted to ask out a coworker today, I wanted it to be done right. I didnt want anyone else to notice, and I wanted an answer. However there was a window of opportunity but I looked the other way, I dont know why. I really dont that me and her would click in any sort of way really, nor do I see her as the intellectual kind. But maybe, I'll get around to it.

She is one of the girls that has warmed up to me lately. And while I jsut jokingly go about my business right now, I wonder if being serious for a moment could get me somewhere. Not that I should care or whatnot, it is that workplace after all.

The only way anything would work in that workplace was complete silence at work. I really dislike how people do try to plunge into my own personal life there. I prefer to keep it personal and just lead everyone else around in circles. That is something hard to ask for though.

There are other things on my mind when it comes to these things though. And my concerns are really elsewhere, for the moment.

Oh well, off to bed for now. The best thing is, there is always opportunity for something worthwhile tomorrow, or the day after. There is just always opportunity, but I'd rather have a clear mindset before engaging anything.