Now I promised to put up those pictures the other day, but I have to put that on the backburner seeing as its late in the morning again and I dont feel the urge to find the syntax and then editting that'll be required to post links.

I woke up today, with the intention of going to work, I would have made it on time as I was conscious since 930. However, a thought crossed my mind, even with everything that has again happened. I still wanted to spend time with her, because I really enjoyed it.

So after pulling some strings, I was able to get the day off work, I watched a movie in the morning. Equilibrium, a rather entertaining action movie which to my dismay was straight to video. I thought the movie was rather good with a decent story, lots of action, a good plot, dialog was a bit choppy, but I mean the point was easily seen. Not to mention starring Christian Bale, who was american psycho himself.

I truly adored the movie american psycho and upon seeing the trailer for equlibirium knew I had to watch the movie. While Bale is not one of my favourite actors, he is still good at what he does, and portrays the cold heartless human extremely well.

Back to my day, after watching that, I resided back to my bed, where I had a conversation with my angel. Just like every other one of our conversations, we sought out insight, reinforced each other and discussed the topics on our mind. I feel asleep when we finished talking, with a feeling of contentment and faith, faith that the other girl would be returning my call later.

She did return my call. We did spend the day together, and while it was for the most part uneventful, I did throughly enjoy her company. Its nice to have another friend like that, while I will admit I still feel for her more than I should.

While we were bowling, I did take up a small interest in our waitress. Just a few subtle glances, the girl seemed nice, was cute and had a nice look to her.

My friend told me to go and ask her out. After arguing for what was probably a long time, I went and did it, to my dismay she said she had a boyfriend. While on this topic, I would also like to point out that after this, I found out that the girl I hit on, was known by my angel. Interesting, we shall definately entertain ourselves now. I do feel that it was a ncie gesture for my friend to give me some confidence in going up and doing what I did.

Now if I didnt get a speeding ticket on the way home, the night would have been perfect by all means. My second ticket in as many days and if anything I am extremely irritated by this fact. A lot of minor details in my life are not being attended too as before. It is a real hassle and I know I will be getting a lot of trouble from my parents about it.

While I think its unfair that I ask her to stay single so we could just enjoy our friendship in that sense. I only ask because I know generally I dont go out of my way to chase after girls, I do chase but really lose interest fast. And I also know that you cant help who you get feelings for. I do want to believe she will just stay single, but a part of me doesnt really want to hold my breath.

Still, I take it as a huge compliment, that she considers me to be that major in her life, and that because of how stressful our relationship is at times, she doesnt really need a boyfriend. That sort of makes me chuckle. It is still early, the summer is not over and well, I am still having a good time with her (minus the two speeding tickets I've gotten) and I have been in almost a cheerful mood.

She means that much to me also.

A few things to already look forward to, and I was never one to be optimistic in that way. For the first time in a long time, I actually look forward to things. Like if bowling does become a tradition, monday nights are going to be like my socializing day. And to know that the two people I really do care for will probably be there with me to have a good time.

Its hard really, to ask for more, knowing that I have that and I doubt anyone else has such a luxury to enjoy.