My head is spinning, burning out rather fast now. Reality kicking in and things are just starting to get quiet again.

Had a pretty bad day at work today. Not really bad, just irritating and frustrating. Sometimes you just get stuck and have to deal with a lot of shti and keep your mouth shut. I hate having to do that.

Nothing major went wrong, however I did get pulled into the office for supposedly lipping off a customer. Fucker, she was rude to me first and I was still considerate enough to give a reason why I didnt give out change.

Grumble, I hate that job so much, I hate having to deal with such grumpy customers. Its such a shitty life I have until I go back to school and get things done again.

My mind was racing, spent time after work hot boxing in a vehicle with two coworkers. Just a sort after work stress relief thing. It was just a pretyt hostile day at work with a lot of tension between people.

So anyways, was going to subway after we had gotten extremely high. I am pretty sure the person serving us knew how fucked we were, it was actually the more terrifying experience I could have. Being thrust into a position where I have to think and still be really relaly stoned.

Being stoned, I can relate to how people abuse substances as a way to create an escape from the world. Things just seem that much more stupid when under the influence and as I dont really approve of it. It is nice to have a means of escape.

Sometimes anywhere but here is the best, and the price to get anywhere is never too high.

Oh well, whatever, going to finish some reading before I completely burn out, have a cigarette and then goto bed knowing that I will waking up not remembering all that has happened tonight. And a great feeling is to just not care.