Do I ever have a headache or what. What a night out yesterday. Didnt even get home till 930 am the next morning, was in bed by 10, and awake by 1230 getting ready for work.

I was so lost and confused and tired, I almsot feel asleep at the wheel several times driving to work. Upon arriving, I asked the manager to let me start an hour later so I could catch up some sleep. To my surprise, I was sent home and told to come back for the night shift. That works out great for me, grabbed some food on the way home deciding if I want to eat it now or after I wake up.

Yesterday night was a pretty good time. First time in a while I had a few drinks, combined with some drug usage for the entire duration of the night. For the most part the night was blurry, hazey at best. I sitll managed to bowl and win both games against four other people while stoned out of my tree. Natural talent is still there even when stoned.

After we finished bowling and I proceeded to lose more money at the casino. Gambling sucks when you are drunk and kinda high. We wandered around looking for an all night liquor store before going to crash at one of the homes of the people who were still out and kicking. More drugs smoked, more alcohol consumed, darts played music listened to. Even got to play poker using candy nerds as ante.

It was a good night. I had a few moments that might have been regretable, but because of factors not in my contorl, things turned out. And I'll just try to block out those memories from my mind.

Going to bed again, really really tired and meltdown is near.