The best way to make it through days where there is nothing to do is to waste time.

Smoke the weed, watch the time go by. I lost money at the casino today, it was a sort of fast trip in with the extra money I stumbled on today. Just in and out in five minutes, I was hoping to make a few more extra bucks and be happy.

Gambling while high is alright, when you lose it doesnt suck as much cause atleast you were entertained for a while. In reality it was probably just a few minutes or so, seeing as the dice never go my way anymore which really pisses me off.

But whatever. I dont know, I dont really care.

I dont really know the point of it all, sometimes I just want to turn my back to everything and ignore everyone.

Things are so much quieter that way.

Smoking all that stuff today, god, I could have stayed there and smoked more, or pushed for another bowl, but seeing as I was completely fucked for several hours I decided against it. I am depressed that my percentage went away already.

Shoulda taken a higher percentage. Shouldnt have gambled the profits away.

Oh well, a few more days before internet is back up and running. Wednesday. Sigh.

Checked my mail today, there wasnt that much on it so it was no big deal. Just junk mail, not many people have important things to leave me mails about anyways.

More spam, useless spam, I hate people who forward so much shit.

No we are not friends, no I will not forward this mail in the hopes of getting something. That stuff does not work, why waste my time, my internet space by giving it to me.

My head hurts, it spins almost, I dont know where the last 6 hours have gone, but I guess now that I look back, I am another day older. Not wiser, not more mature in anyway, but another day closer to death.

And that is the only thing that I know is certain, one day I will die.