Got suspended from work today for a week. It was pretty cool, now I got a week vacation while the weather is still nice and everything. Totally sweet deal.

Gives me time to go find a new job too, already have one kind of lined up and will have to push myself to getting around to it. Not relaly wanting to stay at the casino anymore. Too much bullshit. The people are getting worse and worse that its like picking sides almost when you are just in the break room talking.

No more worries once I leave that place though, hell, if anything it just means the poker room is that much clsoer as opposed to having to drive an extra 15 minutes to the next nearest poker room.

Thats pretty cool, I've been playing a lot of poker again, probably because I am always high these days also. However I am down to my last joint and well, probably could roll another one out of these roaches but just might nuke those in the water bong tomorrow. Uncertain yet.

If anything this suspension couldnt have come at a better time. Things are going decent at home, most relationships with girls are at a good tempo and isnt much stress from there. Got two birthdays this week, so that means I have to actualyl go birthday present shopping. I am so bad at buying presents.

I remember when I went to Japan, and the family that i was staying with gave me all these gifts when I got there. Sorta like tradition there. So anyways, I enver opened any of the gifts and when I got back home, I jsut gave them to my parents and said here, gifts. They always loved me for that and I think it was one of the cruelest heartless things I've ever done.

Still, my parents loved me for it.

Dont really remember any other incidents or moments in my life where I had to go out and buy presents for someone. I mean, family dont count after all. It dont matter how bad you treat them, usually they'll still be there. Thats why they are so great, kinda.

I actually have to put thought into a present. Hum, ponder.

It is going to be a long week. Should I get more drugs to entertain myself, probably not, I have other plans in mind for this week.

Indeed. Something nice to look forward to and enjoy, alteast it'll be entertaining.

And now after a day of drugs and passing out and hearing strange thigns and shit, it contineus onwards into the night and now, it is time to play games. Hardcore, old school style.