Still enjoying my suspension by just doing whatever pleases me in life. Smoked a joint today, it was pretty good, as me and a buddy watched requiem for a dream.

He claimed it was the most disturbing thing he has ever seen in his life and that it scared the hell out of him.

Heh.

That movie is the total shit, I mean wow, anything that can get its point across the way it does, is just wow.

Signed up for a membership at a gym today and also had a two hour workout. Havent done a workout like that in a few years, sort of a nice feeling to have the burning feeling all over my body again. Maybe this time the routine will stick and I might actually put on weight. We'll see this is another thing that is hard to overcome. The thought of being consistent with a workout plan.

Seems I might even have myself a date tomorrow. I cant even begin to explain the luxury of having a girl call you up, ask for your plans, and then offer to do something. God, that makes my job so easy, all I have to do is say yeah, I am not busy, sure I'd love to go watch the hockey game with you.

Life should always be that easy, atleast there would come a certain contentment from it. A little stress free, while it probably wouldnt be so interesting.

So I'll be getting myself out of bed tomorrow to go have a beer and dinner with this girl and then watch the hockey game. I usually dont watch tv, but I guess this would be a good exception to make.

Things looking up maybe, who knows. It could be worse I guess, still many things on my mind, always and forever that seems to be the case.

But hey, atleast I have a week off work and the weather is nice.