I dont know why I dont write as much these days, I have so many thoughts, good ones at that and feelings to put down into words and I choose instead to sit as a vegetable and waste away.

The drugs have taken some stranglehold over my mind.

This was my first day off in a while, it seems like almsot forever since I have done a day shift, almost a month. Havent been up to see the sun in a very long time. It'll be a nice change, hopefully my body can adjust to it.

My thoughts are elsewhere, it seems to drift off, not all in the same direction.

Things have been good lately, well, as good as it gets for me. Just relaxing, not too much stress. Finding energy to do things is hard, as always, probably more hard these days. Yesterday I said I was going to go to the gym after work, at 4am in the morning. And I did.

It was rather satisfying knowing that I went and did it all by myself, had a great workout where I can still feel the burn as I write the next day.

Not that many loose ends in my life now. Always a few, and I should probably attend to them soon, but they seem more and more trivial with each passing day.

Looking forward to matrix revolutions, I simply cant wait. For many reasons, I simply cant wait.

While this entry is rather bland, cause I am not questioning the usual things I wodner about. It is straight forward and simple, in essence, a happy entry.

I'll save my thinking for another day, I always do too much thinking I feel and a break from it is healthy.