Lounging around the house, music cranked. Another great waste of a day, spent thinking, whining, watching porn, watchin movies, listening to music, smoking a lot of weed at home.

Well wasted.

Really bored though, cause it was rather uneventful, though still very enjoyable.

I went through the day, without any hopes or expectations. And now, as it nears the end of the day have learned nothing new. However, i am certain that these things are completely out of my control, and any attempts to alter that would be like trying to control the weather.

It aint gonna happen.

Running low on the hash, this stuff has treated me extremely well over this week. A pain in the ass to smoke without a pipe, but very enjoyable still.

Now to have a cigarette. Was rushed to work today so I had to stop at the gas station that doesnt carry my brand. I ended up getting someone elses brand, just cause, it resembled mine. But bah, king size cigarettes, such a pain in the ass to smoke.

Oh yeah, I guess that couple blades hits I just did in the kitchen did make me rather high again. Great.

Things just dont really worry me, I am getting rather creative actually. While I hide every new thought I get behind the mask of a stoner, I still learn and watch.

Just kinda slower now thats all.

But things are alright, we are nicely sedated. For once in life, thigns could go wrong, but I know what'll make it better right away.

Yes, it is, truly, easier to run.