Havent been writing much lately, as this hash is absolutely totally destructive towards any and all brain cells. Going to be turning 21 soon, jsut celebrated my mothers birthday today and mine follows shortly after.

Its nice to see that my family is getting along so much better now that everyone is an adult. So to speak. Just really something my mind has trouble getting around, remembering all the fights and shit that was in that house before.

Its nice I guess, to see everyone in pretty good spirits.

Things have been alright, I have no real worries right now. The interview for the supervisor position went alright, if anything I think I gave a good one. It has been a while but I think that there was very little room for improvement. Almost perfect.

So waiting to see what happens, not really too sure about the outcome and what my reaction will be, but I think it'll be a surprise either way.

A strange feeling, a feeling of uncertainty. I really dislike this feeling, sigh, things out of my control. I hate that.

Listening to this really great song, the one listed above. A great classic.

Sigh, what else, in my life there isnt much. Just thoughts and feelings, thoughts are voiced and feelings are hidden away. Thats how I work really, I prefer it that way, I dont know how many times I say it, with feeling comes error.

Still, I am not one who is always making choices which could lead to errors anyways.

I just watch. Always watching.