A new found enjoyment, playing poker. I dont know if I am actualyl good, but so far with quite a bit of time spent in the poker room this week, I have come out rather good.

There are a few more hands I should be gambling on, and a few less hands I should also touch. But progress who knows.

Seems I have been writing a lot about this lately, I really dont know why I suddenly have the urge to go play poker. My urges only last for a few hours, usually my peak poker mindset is the first hour that I am at the table.

If anything, its a nice escape away from everything else. And if I turn out to be good at it, or can manage to walk away couple bucks up every time out, cant be so bad.

I plan on going to the gym frequently and have set a goal to put on weight before the new year. Figure why not, atleast it'll get me away from the computer. With that and poker to keep my mind busy and working, maybe things will get better just because my mind is lost in these new things to enjoy.

Who knows.

I should be going to bed, but maybe I'll jsut sit here, stoned as can be and just read.