A long day today, been up already almsot 24 hours and still going strong.

Work kinda sucked, it was rather uneventful and just full of bickering like most other days. I decided half way through the day to go to the other casino the gamble after work. Sure i went there and was up 60 dollars or so, then managed to lose everything and then some.

In some haze of confusion I managed to go back to my workplace have a few drinks, then meet up with a few people for basically an all night long booze and drug fest while at the other casino. Totally wicked, I mean you feel liek shit losing that much moeny for no reason.

Went home, got my new hash pipe (a gift from someone) and some anti depressants and off to the casino we went. Totally baked and wasted. Popping pills and doing stupid shit at the table just getting into trouble. I managed to win almost all my money back, though my friends happened to take my money and buy a few rounds of drinsk with it (fuckers) but whatever right. I guess without them I wouldnt have made my way back to the casino and I actually won msot of it back.

Though its bad gambling, I dont know how it all really came about but I notice the problem. There is indeed some thrill in just pounding moeny, turning around and hoping for the best. Whatever goes, will go.

Crazy times, then went back to one of the girls place, smoked weed and drank booze till just about an hour ago, so about 5 hours of that or so. It was just a really messed up irresponsible night.

I had a lot of fun, I am glad I got most of my money back. I wish I had left when I was up earlier and just bought food for people at work. But I guess there will be another day to suck up, its not a big deal nor concern.

What a long day, tomorrow is basically going to be a write off, my head hurts from the valium I popped while playing craps. What an amazing drug, pop it and then you simply look around and dont care, about anything. Throw the dice, whatever goes its all good.

However I was disappointed it didnt last very long. Dont know if it was the mixture of drugs messing up the effects or what not, but the duration of the valium was a lot shorter than I had hoped.

Body meltdown, going to get a drink and pass out.

Fun day though.