My two days off are over now, gonna be going back to work in the morning. How boring. These days werent very productive nor extremely enjoyable.

First off, Alias is a very enchanting show and I am desperate to download the next season just to see what the fuck happened. Also has me interested in other shows like maybe I'll start watching 24.

Did a lot of computer gaming on my days off, just as a way of suppressing the need to do anything like gamble or think about girls.

Still sick, hoping to get better soon, cause I would like to be going to the gym. Havent had a cigarette in quite a few days, not really lively, but definately more hungry all the time. Gotta try my best to just eat more I guess.

Simple goals, for what reason really, to make my own image to other people look better.

Kinda lame if you think about it, such a superficial goal. But it also provides as a distraction to gambling (which is bad) I did play some online poker with a friend, and while I should have walked after taking 200k from him, I managed to stay like I always do and lose back 180k.

I gotta learn how to walk away, from all sorts of situations, people and relationships.