I've decided that during these next few months or weeks or however long it takes for me to find a new groove or just whatever. I'll just be playing computer games for long extended periods of time.

Sure, Jasper was kinda nice, few good memories from that, but for the most part, nothing new.

I dont feel any tempo, I dont feel much of anything. And I dont realyl care either.

I have kept with my resolution to goto the gym, and probably will keep at it for a while.

Sigh, as for my thoughts, and all the inner workings of my mind that I transfer onto paper. I jsut want to put it on pause. cause I do feel my spilling of thought every other day makes me think too much.

Too much thought onto things that shouldnt matter at all.

Oh well, I'll go back to playing poker now.